When last hope breaks…
ZEESHAN ANJUM(shananjum@gmail.com)
For those people especially whose hope is broken and those who are sad a way to return to normal life
How difficult it seems….when we reach at extreme difficult situation…but we still have hopes.. Hopes from people, hopes from friends, hopes from family …many hopes get broken down , but still we don’t stop keeping hope from that people who again and again breaks our hopes…….when we hope from someone and our hope is broken we get hurt…why people again and again hurts us. May be due to our hopes that we again and again expect from them... Then what should we do? Should we stop ourselves from getting attached to others? May be answer of this question comes in yes. But question is can we do it? I think No because we have innate desire to be get mixed and to be live with other people. Yes we can do one thing, we can do one thing and that is we can be realistic; we must always know that other people thought as they want so it is possible that they cannot be as we want. They can behave totally opposite to our thoughts and we should not blindly hope each and every thing from them. Thoughts and feelings of people change with passage of time, surroundings and especially due to our behavior.
I was feeling lonely from a lot of time and I was thinking that there are many people who can give me company, who can feel me, who have time for me. There are people who always told me that they can prove themselves nice partner and companion. I talked to these people whom I found in my way of life but everyone disparate me. May be that was due to my own faults or due to what, but I made myself as gentle as a person could be but failure was there. Then my last hope was there who made a lot of promises in past I went to that and my last hope broken in few minutes. All promises at which I was satisfied were forgotten…I cannot count in how many pieces my heart is broken…I don’t have any method to measure how much pain I got…. I can’t overcome that pain but that pain is going to overcome on me. I failed to continue my routine work and I postponed all that at tomorrow and started thinking on hopes, behavior of people and pain. In fact I was wrong because my last hope was a human being. Human beings are weak and can have many of their personal aims. It was my fault and I got punished in form of pain… At last I concluded that my last hope should be Allah almighty that has no weakness, who loves me more then each and everyone
Always hope from that who can fulfill your hope mean Allah only.
